Yeah so I I never really close to my 1st grandmother when she died when I was a boy when I’m 23 a m. I love other grandmother passing I’m also not as present but I’ve actually come to terms with being Ok with it because of recognise that emotionally it’s what I should do and for both of them they would rather me live my life than to spend it attempting to do what is expected of me and grief in the way that everybody else does I grief in my own way I handle these problems in my own way and I don’t need to read other people I don’t need to act like other people in order to feel accepted and feel Ok with those feelings. Post date December 23, 2019 No Comments on Yeah so I I never really close to my 1st grandmother when she died when I was a boy when I’m 23 a m. I love other grandmother passing I’m also not as present but I’ve actually come to terms with being Ok with it because of recognise that emotionally it’s what I should do and for both of them they would rather me live my life than to spend it attempting to do what is expected of me and grief in the way that everybody else does I grief in my own way I handle these problems in my own way and I don’t need to read other people I don’t need to act like other people in order to feel accepted and feel Ok with those feelings. https://secrettelephone.com/wp-content/uploads/RE905c3da1d6c55b8d79b3c1fa7abae6ba.mp3 December 23, 2019 Categories 2009 albums, Feeling Tags 2009 albums, Feeling